poker nights

shocks i lost around 200php tonight...losing streak yata this week.but it's all good medyo nadagdagan na yun mga poker buddies ko kanina. anyway, may game naman ulit bukas..sabi nga nila "hindi pa rin sa kin ang panalo ngayon gabi"! ay ang sad but important thing was i had fun with the boys. i just need to have strong luck next game....


it's free will....

In a game of poker, I can put the players' souls in my pocket. ~Beausourire

10 things that made me sad...

i guess it's easier now to enumerate those things or situations that really hurt and made me sad for the past months...super ouch!

1. i wasn't able to finish may TMA #1 in CMSC A (Discrete Structure) --- super difficult to understand, just hope the FIC will give considerations.
   
2. i can't play DOTA or GG client anymore --- when i was about to be expert on this game, ayun kinuha lahat ng units kaya di na kme makapaglaro.although i admit we were way to addict with playing kaya cguro it's ok na rin na natigil na. kaya lang now they're playing NBA naman,too bad di naman sila mapapagalitan...awts!
   
3. my decision to cut my hair short--- it's really a risky one, or more of biglaang topak kaya i decided to cut my hair short last june 1, 2008. i did it because i wanted to let go (hehe!) , actually, minsan i like what i did pero pag nakikita ko past photos ko...shocks i miss my long hair...but then again i have my own reasons..woohoo hahaba din to ulit!
   
4. not going to san juan, la union last weekend--- no budget, tinatamad and too busy to go beachin!
   
5. losing more than 100php in our poker nights--- 1 whole week of player poker, i had my winning nights pero mas marami yata talo ko..hehe.
   
6. canceled bora trip last month--- mahirap talaga pag nakaplano, 60% chances that things will not turn out the way you initially planned.
   
7. haven't seen my friends in Makati for so long--- i miss you all guys...mahal na kse bus fare..lipat n kayo sa apartment para i can sleep there anytime i want...
   
8. haven't been paid for the CILC Training stint--- ASA!
   
9. crab mentality in the office--- betrayed by people i considered friends, i don't know what they're up to or kung ano intentions nila pero what i hate the most is that they act as if they have clean conscience...
   
10. forcefully letting go of someone very special--- letting go is actually depressing but to really force yourself to be numb and delete all your emotions toward someone who really made you happy..naku sakit! haha.but then again maybe it's not meant to go over from being friends...

raindance

haven't updated this site for ages...a lot of things happened but the bottom line is i think i'm a bit depressed. no exact reason at all pro let me put it in this way...just bored and tired sa aking life...in general! hahaha but then again wala lang kasing inspiration..ewe so corny. oh well few paragraphs to update or actually for me to read yun mga so called developments in my life..after all lapit na birthday ko so i guess it's the right time to blog it down.