a city of sleeping hearts

The air is still at 3
The streets are asleep for now
The world, it folds it’s arms
It embraces me.
And hides me from all harm
It hides me from all harm....


a month ago i spent my days playing poker with friends, soaking myself with a lot of bitterness, wishing for a decent coffee shop near my house, downloading any dvdrip movies by axxo, sleeping very late and waking up mid day already...some of these things were my own habit back in 2000, it is as if the history has repeated itself once again...it had to be my post-quarter life crisis.since i am a late bloomer so i guess my crisis was also delayed! haha! i was in a "life" coma for several weeks, the situations and feelings were all coming back and it's all familiar once again...the difference now... i had my plans and was able to execute almost everything that i wanted to happen.but i wasn't able to escape the depression and frustrations, i tried to sleep all day! my routines were like that of the sims game, wherein you let your player sleep just to be able to fast forward your life...i did that! thank GOD, HE helped me escape the situation. If only those insensitive people knew how hard i prayed just to be able to forgive and forget, and not be able to think and feel the hate and disappointments they put me through, but then again they're insensitive , they wouldn't bother to respond anyway!

2008 will be ending soon, many things happened and i'm almost done accepting several facts of my life situations this year. i'm in a new company right now, so far, it's different from my previous work. i mean the people and the organization itself. i just hope i'm right...wah! sana di sila kagaya ng sa dating kong office! i will be the best trainer they'll ever have if di sila kagaya ng boss ko dati at lalo na ng mga kaopisina kong pinaglihi sa crabs! i know my potentials and my skills, i know how to be professional and i can serve my new company with all that i can. basta wag lang talaga kagaya nun dito sa clsu!

my new boss and some of my new office mates ( party mode)