one of the boys

i really don't need to explain myself to anyone especially to those people who are narrow minded. but for the sake of additional blog entries, what the hell! here goes...

i am the youngest and only daughter in my family, i have two brothers with 8-9 years age gap with mine, i used to play lego, matchbox and robots when i was a kid ( hand-me downs from my kuyas), i am always out with my kababata almost everyday, we're actually raised in a very modern way medyo next to the kids from the states. my parents are not strict, never nila ako pinagalitan if i go home super late, there's one rule in out family...i can do whatever i want basta i should be responsible for the consequences of my decisions. they know that kahit ano pa hobbies or vices ko there will come a time that i will stop or quit, they never tried to force me , it's always my time and decision that matters.

for those who think that i am a bitch or a boyfriend snatcher...i'm sorry to disappoint you but i am not like that. i have fair shares of mistakes for being too close with guys who are already in a relationship. and usually misinterpreted by those people who are too nosy and hyprocrite to even indulge in my personal life. some of my mistakes were inexcusable but i stand by it, i never regret anything i have done, i learned from it and obviously i can live through it.

as long as i can remember mostly i have guy friends rather than girls. i can hang out with my guy friends even if i'm the only girl in the group, it doesn't matter kse i have the best guy friends in the world. frankly, i never had a boyfriend from my cirlce of friends even back in high school days. it was never my thing, although i had few "muntik" romances with some but it was never an issue or even big deal.i'm still friends with them until now.

items to consider before creating false accusation ( chismis/judgement in short!) hahaha!

1. mommy, auntie, mama, mam, bakla, boy - yan tawag ng mga boy friends ko sa kin kse they consider me as somewhat confidant or best girlfriend ( promise minsan di na sila magalang sa kin..hahaha)
2. love motorcyles! - notice: di dahil madalas nakasakay sa motor ng isang lalaki ay ibig sabihin mag boyfriend sila ( haha this is really funny, i heard this issue lately lang, gusto ko sana sabihin "mga tanga!")
3. no curfews - i can go home super late at night ( gigisingin ko mom ko) or even have sleepovers wherever i want, i can do this since highschool pa.although i know many will not understand this kasi nga girl ako and it's a bad thing.
   
4. platonic love - i have bestfriends na boys, actually most of them can be considered as my best buddies. i can talk about anything and stay up late just playing poker with my boys without even considering any romantic possibilities sa kahit sino pa sa kanila. yes my dear, it is possible! you can watch movies, go gimik and even sleep in the same room with guy and no intimacy can happen.
5. i'm not a girlfriend material - hate to admit it but yes i am not the one! i am a brat and i'm not successful in having commitments with guys. i'm not proud of it but i am just more happy being single and independent. kaya if you think that i had na gazillions of flings, boyfriends, kabits or kahit ano pa...it's not true.pero sana nga merun...bitter!

those are the few things na hopefully will enlighten some of those people who thinks i am a bitch and a boy crazy. i hate to disappoint you but again things are not always what they seem. i am a very simple and a low profile individual. i am famous it's because i grew up here not because of a bad reputation. and i think i can be awarded with the ms. congeniality title for being a cowboy-girl, a tomboy, a teacher, a bestfriend and even a mommy because it's just who i am. i my boy friends because they're not pretensious and hyprocrites like most girls i know and i am lucky because these boys are true persons. i miss some of them kasi ang layo na nila lalo na those boys nun college pa kami, yun mga kuya namin nun sa campus. mga knight and shining armor namin against those true bitches.

oh well, what can i say... i'm one of the boys and maybe kaya di ako makapag boyfriend kasi it can be so intimidating for the others to court me kasi they can never be as great and awesome compared to my boy friends. naku pag di ako nakapag asawa aalagaan nyo ko ha! haha