awesome AUGUST!

1st day of the month...it's cha's birthday today and tomorrow i'm going to meet them,finally after several months of numerous gimik days na di ako nakakapunta. e sa layo ba naman ng nueva ecija.plus ang mahal ng bus fare!

i wanted to make this month my holiday month..ayoko na mag work, kaya lang as an educator the responsibilities for the students ( haha! as if huwarang teacher!) ang hirap bitiwan. i'm almost gonna give up na sa work and sa workplace ko in general! (may ganun!nilahat ko na). few people can understand how i feel ( dba ena?!). hay, nawalan na talaga ako ng drive and even inspiration to work ( kasalanan ng mga bwisit na "starfruit" yan)..but i still need to hold on for few more months. kaya pa naman!

what's good is that i met new friends...sad kasi i lost a lot of close friends na akala ko loyal and honest (fake pala sila & yun isa naman takot sa ulan!). but then again it's all good kasi i have my new set of friends kaya lang mga bad influence! hehe..joke!my poker buddies! atleast for now i'm sure they have no bad intentions unlike those my "so-called office mates",. soon mawawala na rin yun pagka bitter ko!

parang poker game lang din yan pag nag bet ka you're a risk taker. pag good hand ayos! pag bad hand ... wish ko lang may mas pangit pa kaysa sa cards ko!hehe

good luck to me sa term exam ko sa OU.and i'll treat my self with a dark mocha frappe and a new pair of havainnas..PSP sana kaya lang di pa kami binabayaran dun sa pinaghirapan kong training.napakatagal!