2006 update

it's been several months na yata since may last post...well there's no significant reason pero i guess my katamaran has over powered me again...

2006...maybel told that this year we will experience the so-called quarter life crisis...i told her that's a bluff and surpringsingly my crisis started early this year...it's supposed to be on august pa kse that's the month im officially aged 25...but well ayan na, bunch of craps and stupid things were starting to unfold this early part of the year...e hindi pa nga ako nakakahinga and nakakapagreflect about last year...

well im still enjoying my profession...sarap turuan ng mga business administration students, although some are still pasaway, i just wish they could somehow experience or be aware of the technologies i am teaching to them...haha...techie teacher yata ako, i borrowed my dad's pocket pc kaya in my lecture classes...sosyal ako although sometimes nawawala ako mas ok pa din ang coupon bond for my notes...that's my career..for now...

mag babawas na ako ng friends...our favorite line...actually nakuha ko lang yan form ange and mark...

for the past few weeks, im really hurting...i heard some really bad things about me from those people na wala naman ako pakialam and for God's sake ni hindi ko nga nakakausap man lang.it's 6 years, i know i was able to move on and experienced a lot of things. for those years, i was able to learn that i don't know how to handle a relationsip, and it's not nakakahiya to admit, atleast for me inaamin ko unlike those people na obviously hindi n nga nag work out yun relationship nila e they still try to commit with someone...i chose this kind of lifestyle, and for those people na nagsasabi na i never had a relationship with a serious guy...ANONG PAKIALAM NIYO...we have different standards for that serious relationship, i had my own relationships back then..pero kung sino pa yun taong NANLOKO sa kin sya pa yun may ganang manira...crap this is so stupid...anyway, what comes around goes around...ang tagal ko kayong pinag pasensyahan, i was silent even if you guys are pissing me off...wag kayo magmalinis, may mga asawa pa naman kayo...oo nga pla what you're not telling to your wives won't hurt them...e pano kaya kung ako magsabi sa kanila...but don't worry i will never be like you...sooner or later malalaman din nila yun.

i was really agood friend...nauubos time ko dahil sa nyo,mas madalas ko pa kayong kasama, im always there when you need me, pero dyan sa mga boyfriend at asawa nu ni hindi nyo ako maipagtanggol...maybe i am a bad influence sa nyo..girls...or talagang may mga topak yun mga lalaki nyo...pare-pareho lang kayo lahat....