qoutes from ONE TREE HILL

...being a teenager was difficult,trying to decide what course you're gonna take up,who can you trust,will you be able to graduate and other things...the drama in highschool...but for me the so-called drama started in college (i consider myself as a late bloomer!haha), my friends can attest to that! major decisions of my life happened when i reached 17 (ahh super memorable)...and the rest was history...
...then in 2003, i started watching One Three Hill (etc channel), oh shocks!it's like reminiscing those stupid days of trying to figure out who would you really be....i love gavin degraws song about being yourself...i was so addicted with this show as well as THE OC. it's good tv show, facts about being who you are, the consequences of your decisions and all that family drama...i see myself in hailey's character, it's a long story but i can really relate with hailey's ordeals...

anyway, here's some of the qoutes from the show uttered by the casts:

" I want to draw something that means something to someone. Like when you go see a really great band live for the first time and no one is saying it but everyone's thinking it... I want to draw that feeling, but I can't."

Stephen King wrote: "Time takes it all. Whether you want it to or not, time takes it all away, time bares it away. And in the end, there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again."

Tennessee Williams (quoted by Lucas): When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone.

"When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters."

"As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."

"Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that, y'know, turns you on... And it's really, really important that these three people don't know each other."

Kahlil Gibran once wrote: "Your reason and your passion are your rudder and sails of your seafaring soul. If either be broken, you could but toss and drift or else be held at a standstill amid seas. For reason, running alone, is a force confining. And passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction."

"Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago. In the sacred spaces of our hearts."

Nathan says what he wrote in his final paper....
"Cuz you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Cuz you are, and that pain you feel, that's life. The confusion, the fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for."

"love is a pretty great thing...maybe its the greatest thing...but its got to be true love...for the both of you...and if it is...you fight like hell for it" - uncle cooper

"...there is no secret...you start shooting one day and deal with the pain...somewhere along the way its easier..." - nathan then lucas

Haley to Nathan: "I gave you my heart, thats all I can give you. If thats not good enough for you, then I'm not good enough for you."

LUCAS: I keep that stuff as a reminder of how badly I screwed up things. With you. To remind myself, if I ever get a second chance, id never let you go again.

Lucas: Yeah. (pause) You see, then a funny thing happened; (pause) Haley. She showed me that you can find the good in everybody, if you just give them a chance. The benefit of the doubt. Sometimes, people disappoint you. Sometimes they surprise you. But you never really get to know them until you listen for what’s in their hearts and that’s what Haley did with Nathan. That’s what we should do for them. So for you sceptics out there, prepare to be surprised. So this is to my brother and my little sis-in-law, and in love."

uhmmmmm

at last it's friday,nakakapagod talaga!!!medyo naasar ako kse when it's friday mas loaded pa yun mga classes ko,i was teasing my students kanina---sabi ko what's wrong with them pag early days of the week daming absent but when friday comes ayun super complete attendance...it's been 2 years since i graduated from college and as far as i can remember pag friday eh gimik day or katamaran day na...or siguro dito kse sa campus there's nothing else to do,sa makati kse friday means movies, clubbing and dinner with friends...well enough of the bitterness!

last night i can't choose what to watch kse naman Lost, rockstar inxs and desperate housewives were on tv at the same time...tagal ko na rin kseng di napanood yun lost grabe na pala yun episode...it's a good thing merun marathon every saturday, whenever i'm watching lost napapagod ako, ang galing kse ng storyline! sana ganyan yun mga local shows hindi puro superheroes na copycat lang ni wonderwoman, or si quasimodo na girlaloo...and kanina si susan roces may one on one sa tv, a very confused old lady, i just hope she'll give her self a chance to grieve sa pagka-deads ng asawa nya kaysa yan nanggugulo sya ng minds ng mga tao.waaaahhhh there's nothing nice to watch pag friday,it sucks sana nga kung merun greenbelt dito or even starbucks!!! kaso wala!

oh well, i'll be checking lots of papers of my students this weekend,i'll prepare pa for the midterm exam and sana lang i'll be able to finish all of my tasks so that sa monday masaya ang whole week ko...

a good woman

A good woman is proud.
She respects herself and others.
She is aware of who she is.
She neither seeks definition from her man,
nor does she expect him to read her mind.
She is quite capable of articulating her needs.

A good woman is a strong woman.
She recognizes that her strength is weakened by attitudes
that suggest that she doesn't need a man.
We all know that is not true.
We do need lots of loving.

A good woman is hopeful.
She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true.
She knows love, therefore she gives love.
She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated.
If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears.

A good woman has a dash of inspiration and a dabble of endurance.
She knows that she will at times have to inspire others
to reach the potential God gave them.

A good woman knows her past, understands her present
and forces toward the future.

A good woman knows God.
She knows that wih Him the world is her playground,
but without Him she will just be played with.

A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past.
Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons
meant to bring her closer to self-knowledge and unconditional
self-love.

the best of you

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Mr. Brightside-- The Killers

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

----i can't believe marty(Rock INXS) sang this song acoustic...ang astig...last night parang premonition na ng final three sa ROCK INXS--- jordis,marty and of course mig ayensa...galing talaga ni mig...

hell yeah!!!

"we are alone, not because we are lacking, not because we are without a counterpart. we are alone because we will never be able to love and be loved fully. we will never attain that nirvana and we will settle. we will always settle. no matter how much it may seem that we're not, we are."

"how so?"

"we hold on to a certain list of ideals. seemingly impossible ideals. NO ONE will ever get a perfect score in these ideals we have. and yet, someone comes along who is seemingly perfect, but this someone will never fit to what we want because no one can ever give fully and we will never be perfect for anyone because we cannot give fully as well."
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---my kumareng queenie and i were chatting late last night about love stuffs, mga kadramahan sa buhay...i was teasing her kse sabi nya she's loveless...well maybe it's different status when someone loves you but you don't reciprocate with that person's feelings...kaya you can still say your loveless...

anyway, i was able to browse the livejournal account of JED (spongecola's YG moderator)...i was hoping to find some juicy info about yael and the rest of sponge...but i found something more interesting...i still don't know what's the title of his post but it's a conversation between the dad and his son...

i agree with almost all the statements,there were so many ways para masulat yun views about falling in love, but Jed's post is so true...for me atleast.ako kasi i have my own ideals about the guy i want to be with,but sometimes na kakalimutan ko yun standards ko when i really like the guy...tamang you'll just settle na lang agad kse nga gusto mo na...although sometimes i feel like i don't have these expectations,pa-humble as if kunwari i am a good girl!---pero pag may nagkakagusto sa akin na ayaw ko..i tend to guard myself and suddenly all these standards of a perfect guy for come up...gulo no...

i guess it all comes down with the cliche---pag may magic,electricity,chemistry , etc...whatever...between the 2 persons...yun na yun,walang standards,ideals at mga kaartehan...

happy weekend 

nothing butts water 

yeah baby yeah 

august beach getaway

finally the most awaited celebration of our birthday----me,cha,mon and maricel...august celebrants!!! it's nice that the rain finally stopped...we're able to have fun under the sun.thanks guys---to all those who came...sayang nga lang wala sila micho,may and hervy...you guys missed a lot of things....

cha---waahhh sarap ng spaghetti!!! saya natin sa beach nun we're crawling,trying to hide kila buchay,imagine naakyat natin yun fence!!!
cel---super pretty girl pero iyakin naman...bakit nga ba sumisigaw ka nun gabi?!!!hehe
mon---taga mix nun juice!!!ayan kse you're not taking care of your health ang payat mo na tuloy,pero ha iniitriga nyo ako 2 ni cha...
kay---my dear cousin,my partner in cooking!hope you're not shocked how wild and crazy my friends were...galing ng timing natin sa baliwag no!!!
buchay---the greatest party planner!!!wala talagang papalit sayo...thanks sa lahat...next time sa laluz na tyo ha sa birthday nyo...
arjel---best driver ever...at you'll always be the first one na nakakatulog...wala pa rin change.
weng---even if you always forget my birthday...atleast you came sa party...bamboo!!!!next time ano naman kaya yun favorite song mo...
len---the ledge dancer partner ni cel...ala cayote ugly sa beach...hehe alala mo pa ba yun mga dance moves nyo...
mila---oi si sexy...na miss kita iha...di ka naman nalasing eh...
nicee---super tahimik as in kaw lang yun hindi nasigaw...pero ever reliable dishwasher...hehe
via---clean living na...kaw ha take care of your health...hehe...
aleli---do you remember when weng carried you?!!!hehe...kala ko di ka sasama eh...saya ng party diba!!!

i had so much fun kahit super sakit ng butt ko sa travelling...oi chay ha yun spongecola repacked album ko,you promised!!!