Ikaw ang nagbago, hindi ang mundo.

i just copied this from my friendster's bulletin...when i first read it ...ok lang...pero almost everything written here fits either with my attitude or even with some of my friends' dilemma...

• Ikaw ang nagbago, hindi ang mundo
• Nasa Friday Magic Madness na yung mga paborito mong kanta.
• Nakaka-relate ka na sa Classic MTV.
• Lesbiana na yung kinaaaliwan mong child star dati.
• Nanay na lagi ang role ng crush na crush mong matinee idol noon.
• Dati, pag may panot, sisigaw ka agad ng "PENDONG!". Ngayon, pag may sumisigaw nun, ikaw na yung
  napapraning.
• Parang botika na ang cabinet mo. May multivitamins, vitamin E, vitamin C, royal jelly
• Dati, laging may inuman. Sa inuman, may lechon, sisig, kaldereta, inihaw na liempo, pusit, at kung anu- ano pa.
• Ngayon, nagkukumpulan na lang kayo ng mga kasama mo sa Starbucks at oorder ng tea.
• Wala na ang mga kaibigan mo noon. Ang dating masasayang tawanan ng barkada sa
  canteen, napalitan na ng walang katapusang pagrereklamo tungkol sa kumpanya ninyo.
• Wala na ang best friend mo na lagi mong pinupuntahan kapag may problema ka.
• Mahirap nang makahanap ng totoong kaibigan. Hindi mo kayang pagkatiwalaan ang kasama mo araw-
  araw sa opisina. Kung sabagay, nagkakilala lang kayo dahil gusto ninyong kumita ng pera at umakyat sa
  tinatawag nilang "corporate ladder". Anumang pagkakaibigang umusbong galing sa pera at ambisyon ay hindi talaga totoong pagkakaibigan. Pera din at ambisyon ang sisira sa inyong dalawa.
• Pera. Pera na ang nagpapatakbo ng buhay mo.
• Alipin ka na ng Meralco(SP), PLDT(SingTel),
• SkyCable(StarHub),Globe(SingTel ulit), Smart (M1), at Sun (StarHub ulit).
• Alipin ka ng Midnight Madness (GSS).
• Alipin ka ng tollgate sa expressway.
• Alipin ka ng credit card mo
• Alipin ka ng ATM.
• Alipin ka ng BIR(IRAS).
• Dati-rati masaya ka na sa isang platong instant pancit canton. Ngayon,Dapat may kasamang italian
  chicken ang fettucine alfredo mo.
• Masaya ka na noon pag nakakapag-ober-da-bakod kayo para makapagswimming. Ngayon, ayaw mong lumangoy kung hindi Boracay o Puerto Galera ang lugar.
• Dati,sulit na sulit na sa yo ang gin pomelo. Ngayon, pagkatapos ng ilang bote ng red wine, maghahanap ka ng San Mig Light o Vodka Cruiser.
  

Wala ka nang magawa. Sumasabay ang lifestyle mo sa income mo. Nagtataka ka kung bakit hindi ka pa
rin nakakaipon kahit tumataas ang sweldo mo. Yung mga bagay na gusto mong bilhin dati na sinasabi mong
hindi mo kailangan,abot-kamay mo na. Pero kahit nasa iyo na ang mga gusto mong bilhin,hindi ka pa rin
makuntento.

Saan ka ba papunta?

Tol, gumising ka. Hindi ka nabuhay sa mundong ito para maging isa lang sa mga baterya ng mga machines sa
Matrix. Hanapin mo ang dahilan kung bakit nilagay ka rito. Kung ang buhay mo ngayon ay uulit-ulit lang hanggang maging singkwenta anyos ka na, magsisisi ka. Lumingon ka kung paano ka nagsimula,isipin ang mga tao at mga bagay na nagpasaya sa yo. Balikan mo sila.

Ikaw ang nagbago, hindi ang mundo.

gweilo's eastwood city

two fridays in a row...i watched spongecola play live again last friday,yael was really in the mood that night,though chris was not there...super galing nun drummer from rampqueen...i forgot his name but he's really good.yael announced that their album became gold and maybe that's why the whole band was so in the mood.even their manager was cheering for more songs to be played.Armo and Gosh teased Yael to sing 'wherever you will go' and he did sang it...the night was nice,they kid around and a surely played well.though bitin ulit sa songs.sabi nga ni maybel parang di sila napapagod with all that shouting,growling and super galing nila gosh and armo...i asked yael for a picture again coz the last time was a total mess.he still knows me and finally a clear picture of us...another thing,his with a cute girl...i guess girlfriend nya yun and i think she's nice kse she doesn't care if yael's being mobbed by the fans...

me and yael at gweilo's

another band caught our attention last night,'end of march', kids from xavier...at first, maybes and i were annoyed because the vocalist was so conio...pronouncing R as awr...instead of the typical ar...hahaha...and the rest of the band members were so young.but then after the long soundcheck...they started to play,and we're shocked...that kid's voice was so good and he sang so clear compared with the others.they really know how to rock...
2am...we decided to go home...a long drive home...i still have my spongecola hangover...it was one of the best gimiks i had..
lss: una by spongecola
feeling: nakakatamad/pero saya ng gimik last night

pag walang magawa...answer those surveys online!!!

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER:	The Incredibles (pangit kse theaters dito eh)
WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW:	The Notebook (still)
FAVORITE BOARD GAME:	Scrabble
FAVORITE MAGAZINE:	Cosmopolitan
FAVORITE SMELLS:	banana republic (basta yun)
COMFORT FOOD:	Chippy (coke)
FAVORITE SOUNDS:	alternative rock/trance
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:	ennui
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING:	did someone texted me
FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE:	mcdo
FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:	nathan
FINISH THIS STATEMENT: "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD":	treat my friends by travelling around the world
DO YOU DRIVE FAST:	yes
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL:	nope
STORMS -- COOL OR SCARY:	scary
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR:	matchbox (hahaha)
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK:	budweiser (kaya lang wala na sa Pinas);Tequilla
FINISH THIS STATEMENT,'IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO':	travel
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI:	yes
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE:	midnight blue or blue-violet
GLASS HALF-EMPTY OR FULL:	full
HOW MANY CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN:	3
FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX:	starbucks or in my bed
FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH:	bike/motorcycle/skateboard
WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED:	carpet
TOILET PAPER/ PAPER TOWEL--OVER OR UNDER:	under
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Ennui

en·nui (ŏn-wē', ŏn'wē)
n.
Listlessness and dissatisfaction resulting from lack of interest; boredom: “The servants relieved their ennui with gambling and gossip about their masters” (John Barth).

[French, from Old French enui, from ennuyer, to annoy, bore. See annoy.]

Did you know that the word "boredom" first appears in the English language in the Charles Dickens novel Bleak House.

...damn...what more can i say...hinanap ko pa talaga yan meaning ng boredom or ennui...naks new word...and it's french...ennui!hay super walang magawa.and also "Boredom may also lead to impulsive, and sometimes excessive, actions, that serve no purpose and are damaging to one's self-interest."

Yeah right...can't wait mag weekend...sana lang matuloy kami sa caliraya..and hopefully tomorrow we'll have fun sa eastwood...damn...it'll take me 4 hours of travel before i finally have fun...yun meaning of fun for me...i know some of my friends hate me kse i'm always ranting about getting back sa makati...puro things about spongecola,eastwood,greenbelt,starbucks and si yael.but i'm still here sa province! bakit di pa ako bumalik dun?it's because nandito yun job ko and i'm starting to love teaching...yes teaching!!! punyeta kung bakit kse ang layo ng Makati! bakit gusto ko bumalik dun kse i'm independent when i was there...diba yun naman ang gusto ng mga tao that's why they wanted to go somewhere else far from their niche...to be independent...it's just that i can do whatever i want and go wherever i want to go when i still live there...aaayyyy...*sigh* i guess i'll just have to wait for the right time para makabalik na ako...i always tell myself there's a reason why i'm still here sa campus...or maybe i've finished my goal here and sooner or later i'll come back to the place i call Makati..hehehe drama...bored talaga ako...

Progressive/Girl next door!

I am a hybrid of: Progressive Girl Girl Next Door Click on the pictures below to read more: Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

Moderation in all things, excess in nothing. -- Epicurus

----it's weird when you find yourself answering online quizzes and realizing that the results really describe you...or somehow fits closely to your attitude.

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after 4 years

look ma no braces!!! after 4 years of having braces...finally, wala na rin though i still have my retainers to achieve the perfect bite or smile...i'm kinda sad kse when i decided to study at Makati i also started wearing braces...para mukha tlagang manila chick...and of course maayos ang aking ngipin! but now, wala na akong braces and i've been back at my hometown for 8 months...does this mean i'm gonna be stuck here again...i don't hate my hometown,it's just that everyone knows everybody...meaning,ang liit ng mundo dito.try having to live 20 years of your life in the same campus.i don't know if my braces has something to do with me being confused again whether to go work sa makati...but really, i'm getting bored here...and also fault to ng spongecola...that's the only time nka-gimik akoulit sa eastwood after a year.and it felt so good knowing that you can go to such places and enjoy without having to worry about your chismosang kapitbahay.

though i can say that i'm having a blast this April...and that's because i'm always travelling every weekends.i went to Bolinao with my officemates, i enrolled a short course at UP diliman, i finally sa Spongecola play live and hopefully matuloy kami this weekend sa Caliraya...

i still have the whole month of May to decide whether to stay here for the rest of the year or leave and work in Makati...