we used to be friends

i am so over you...why do you have to blame me for everything that had happened to you...

damn! it's been 6 years, people around you have tried to move on with their own lives.why are you creating stupid stories about my friends...to think that we were once your friends too...what do you want from us or better yet what do you want from me...your mind is so screwed, damn grow up,you're the first one who betrayed me, do you still remember when we just started to go steady, it's only been a week when i found out you have another girl, but still i was able to accept that, thinking you won't have the guts to break my heart because you told me i was important to you...but then what?! the 6-months i was with you, what have you done, you cheated me so many times with so many girls, you even told me your stories and twisted reasons. i gave you so many chances hoping that you'll realize that i am different from your other girls...shit, this blog is making me sick,i can't believe i'm writing about you sick bastard...
we planned something...something that obviously didn't push through, are you angry because i backed out? i always told you i am different from your other girls...but still you treated me like i am just one of your bitches in your little black book.and now you expect me to believe that i am the one responsible with your miserable life...i got out of that relationship cause you're dragging me down...you made so many accusations that were so impossible...but hey thanks i was able to learn from my mistakes, i learned to be strong and not to be fooled by self-centered guys like you...why can't you be happy for your friends...are you bothered because your bestfriends were able to marry the love of their lives? how about me?i don't think i was that important to you...you had so many relationships before and after me, so why are you behaving as if i am your great love...i never was...in all fairness, i don't really think your life is so miserable, you a wife and a cute son, what else do you need...you should be thankful you have them.

please stop making stories...hindi ako ang nanloko sayo...ikaw lang ang nanloko sa kin...annaliza is her name...you should know that...you had an accident after visiting her...it left a mark in your wrist with a similar image of a letter A.that's one of the things you did to betray me.don't go around and telling other people that i was the one na nanloko sayo...i never did that...wag kang mangdamay ng ibang tao, blame yourself...you did so many things that made me run away from you...it's always been about you...you and your selfish behaviour...don't drag down your friends...like what you did to me...

everybody has moved on...try it yourself..it's nice...