so confused....

...im so confused...almost everything that i wished for since last year august were finally coming into a reality...my major plan...unti-unti na syang nanyayari...but how come im getting confused super big time! i mean merun ng mga signs pointing to the direction i hoped for,but there's always something that holding me back.bigtime decision making ulit to, and i'm not really good at this kind of situation...oh crap...bakit kse i'm not the person who seeks advices from my parents or any of my friends...sanay kse akong nagmamaganda!im still clueless if ma-rehire pa ako next sem and that sucks bigtime...my post grad schedule doesn't fit sa workload ko.hay...God please clear out some of the remaining dark clouds...

i've finished my grade reports(inc,4,failed)
still wishing that my sweldo will be fair(hay sana 10days sya)
i've already registered at aiti(conflict with my day job)(big problem)
my dear bro will help finance my post grad(thanks super)
my cousins will let me stay at their place(makati yey!)
i already have tickets to palawan(technically n ky chay...still lacks pocket money)

you see...ok na sana but still there's always a catch in each situation.the worst part...convincing my dad na i am really serious with my plans...time's ticking...crap!!! im really confused!