oh brother!

...seek first the kingdom of GOD, and everything shall be given to you...(forgot the exact verse)

this is definitely one of God's ways of telling his children how much He loves us...it's kinda weird earlier this morning, the devil really knows how to tempt a person with a weak heart.i was trying to go to church but then merun at merun pa ring bagay na nagpapatagal, i mean 20mins akong nag hintay ng tryk, then i decided to go back sa bahay, but then my dad arrived finally i was able to attend church (super late nga lang).it's so unlikely to be late in a sunday worship, i know that eversince i became a christian.but then again,i am still weak.the only time i felt i was so close to God was when i'm still in makati.

anyway, God really knows how to keep His promise. i was so grateful,naka attend ako kanina, a malaysian christian elder was our guest and he's a blessing for me.he narrated so many stories about his younger days, he's also a teacher like me.he expressed some of his old ways that really showed me some of my bad attitudes in teaching.it's like he's talking to me...parang psychiatrist ko.i was able to realize some of the importance of my role as a teacher and not forgetting my christianity.

lastly, my kuya was so mabait.i guess he's really the most cool and understanding kuya...if we were younger,i'll definitely be ashamed to admit that i envy him,actually both of my brothers, sila na nga yun lalaki sila pa yun mas maayos mag isip kaysa sa kin.fault talaga to ng tatay ko,brat kasi ako!but then again, i just wished i'll be able to repay my kuya.hehehe, if ever he'll be able to read this...ngeks nakakahiya!pero he knows how to support me financially and of course he believes i can be someone someday.labo pero basta hirap explain...