hell week

i hate mondays...and i'm starting to hate the month of May...but i'm still hoping that something will come up good before the month ends...

first,i made this blog for me to have an outlet for my rants and raves...so if ever you just happened to see my page and feeling mo sus ang drama naman nitong blogger eh might as well close this window na agad...don't waste your time...but for those who still want to stay at this page...sure go ahead...i just want others to know that bad things (kamalasan) also happen to other individual across the globe...di ka nag iisa!!! hahaha...drama nga!

oh well, i wasn't able to take the psychological test yesterday coz i must pay 200php first...i mean wait i have to pay that much for me to know if may sira ang ulo ko or i have low EQ...no way...but i had to take the test coz required daw yun in my application for the faculty position here sa campus...haha...i had to take it para malaman if i am sane enough to teach...the countdown to my interview/demo aka "hell day"---i just wish i don't have to take that...i really hate interviews...i'd rather take exams the whole day rather than sitting for an interview.it scares the hell out of me...i always stutter and rattle specially when the 1st question is given to me..."describe your self"...it's stupid i know...after many interviews untill now i don't have the answer for that...maybe i should take that psyche test already...it seemed that i have no idea how to describe myself..if only i can say---eh di just judge me!!!!haha slambook kinda-thing!

then came tuesday...i went to the office early coz i planned to take that psyche test and unfortunately my boss said that they will interview us today...as in right now...grabe the word "quit" flashed in my face...for me interview means i quit...haha...merun bang phobia sa mga interviews...baka i have that...so,ayun i was th 1st one to be interviewed and sure the questions were common and as expected i think my supervisors were disappointed with me...para nga sermon yun nanyari than interview...they assessed me and gave me pointers para daw sa final interview with the big time peepz i can compose myself na...maybe i should take up english again...or maybe i should read more books pa para i can speak english fluently...my boss was impressed with my grades but then he asked me how did i got high grades like that...maybe he's thinking binayaran ko lang yun school para magkaroon ako ng ganun..no way...stored knowledge yun and smart talaga ako! haha...i hate it...i know i can be better,i know i could have answered those questions right,i know i can express my self a lot better even if i have to speak in english...

oh well...oh well...hirap ng brat..i have a mentality of always getting what i want in an easy way...but this job...i can't have it unless i work hard and to undergo a panel interview with the biggies!